January 30th & January 31st
70.14 Best Buy
19.17 Renshaw’s
3.71 Starbuck’s
28.87 Speedway #1
25.14 Norm’s
5.82 Speedway #2
Total – 152.90
I’m not proud of this figure but in all honesty it was going to be
worse.
The plan for this weekend was to hop in the Jeep, I’ve named
her Hope (it’s a Star Wars thing) and take a 4 hour drive north to Boyne for a
weekend of snowboarding, drinking and ziplining. I was pretty confident that I was going that
I even invested in a new phone case (because I’m klutzy I over spent for the
LifeProof). I saved $20 bucks by opening
falling for some Best Buy Credit Card gimmick which I promptly turned around
and spent at Ren’s for Mac & Cheese.
I’m in desperate need for fun. It’s been forever since I’ve had a
vacation. The past few months I’ve been In
a deep “what-the-effing-point” place in my life. Boyne was supposed to be that. Still pricey because of Doggy Day Care and
Lift Tickets but I was planning on living on alcohol and snow so it would’ve
all balanced out in the end. The whole
thing was moth balled around 11am when I found out that someone brought his
girlfriend. I’ve met her. She’s nice enough. But I’ve heard too many stories about
breaking up/making up/irrational behavior/etc . Honestly I want to believe that stories
are exaggerated but dramatic, drunken behavior is boring on any level and my
perfect possible drama free, brain cell burning epic weekend might've been slightly marred and that was just
too much to handle.
I closed out my evening with dinner at Norm’s. I keep hoping that I hit these bars and it’ll
be like it was in the good old days… laughs, random flirting but that doesn’t
happen much these days. I know it’s
me. My light is fading, my positive outlook
doesn’t shine through. I’m kind of a
husk.
I know I need to have a second option; a Plan B. But I don’t have any desire to anymore. I know that everyone has their purpose but I just don't know how to twist my shit into a positive position.
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