in a beautiful whirl...

Day Four  - No Spending.
This is almost worse then alcohol withdrawal.


I have a pretty vivid imagination.
Normally my mind races to all sorts of extreme interpersonal situations but right now I've got whole scenarios dreaming about spending money

My dirty little fantasy today I spent $10 (Mexican Hot Chocolate & a pack of Camel Lights)
It's not that it was just ten bucks but it was for a super yummy drink and cigarettes.  Both totally useless and so unhealthy.

I have a multitude of self loathing issues.

Anyway.
I've already planned out my day tomorrow.
It involves spending money.  I think I got a little tingle in my potty.

I need fuel.
My weekly commute is about 15 miles - total.

I think the last time I filled up was about a month ago.
So gas is like one of those super luxury items.

I've also decided that I will go for the biopsy.
It's not like my body is being used for anything else right now.

This means I have to visit a piercing store or two until I can find the right pair of spacers .... that will cost a little.


I think four days is my record.
I'm kinda proud of it.
::: rainbow :::